Wednesday, June 24, 2009
im sorry for troubling you guys for all this while. I knew i had too much problems with me. But, you guys are still there for me, until now. I would keep myself shut, i would stop telling you guys about my problems. What are friends for right? Friends are your listening ears, friends . But again, im sorry, I will stop telling you my problems. I will stop; im sorry.
I appreciated every single thing you all have done for me. & i know how much you guys wanted to help me. But, things are just getting worse and worser for me.
Im under pressure, and yes i gotta admit that. Why must every confession talk must be about me ? Why is my topic choosen , even there's alot more friends you guys could talk about ? Why ? are you scared to talk about another person ? Or, you guys picked me cos im the easiest to matikan. Guys, please treat everyone the same. I got a fragile heart. Tell me how would you feel if 10 people surrounding you and just blurt out all those disagreements you had ? Can you imagine me, alone carrying all those stones you guys put behind my back? me, alone ?? those big stones are all of your disagreements. You guys tell me how do you feel if you're in my shoes ? Like it ? Some dissagreements could just be talked to me right ?? Why must it be informed to everyone ? I have a maruah too. Even though im the smallest, you guys dont have the right to disrespect me. Like ive said, Don't matikan me in front of all people,
cos you guys will never know how painful it is, my friends.
I've let out every single things i got for you all. Eveyone will know. Terase ? like it ?
If you really want a confession talk, then do it the right way. For others who kept to themselves about other friends , dont talk behind their back and complain. Say it, if you all can say it to me , why cant you guys do the same thing ? That's what i called confession talk. But you guys, dont follow the rules of it.
& you guys wanna know why confession day is held every month but not every week ? because we want that person to think through and understand themselves better. But what did you guys did ? every new topic, confession time.
It will never help.
9:38 AM
I appreciated every single thing you all have done for me. & i know how much you guys wanted to help me. But, things are just getting worse and worser for me.
Im under pressure, and yes i gotta admit that. Why must every confession talk must be about me ? Why is my topic choosen , even there's alot more friends you guys could talk about ? Why ? are you scared to talk about another person ? Or, you guys picked me cos im the easiest to matikan. Guys, please treat everyone the same. I got a fragile heart. Tell me how would you feel if 10 people surrounding you and just blurt out all those disagreements you had ? Can you imagine me, alone carrying all those stones you guys put behind my back? me, alone ?? those big stones are all of your disagreements. You guys tell me how do you feel if you're in my shoes ? Like it ? Some dissagreements could just be talked to me right ?? Why must it be informed to everyone ? I have a maruah too. Even though im the smallest, you guys dont have the right to disrespect me. Like ive said, Don't matikan me in front of all people,
cos you guys will never know how painful it is, my friends.
I've let out every single things i got for you all. Eveyone will know. Terase ? like it ?
If you really want a confession talk, then do it the right way. For others who kept to themselves about other friends , dont talk behind their back and complain. Say it, if you all can say it to me , why cant you guys do the same thing ? That's what i called confession talk. But you guys, dont follow the rules of it.
& you guys wanna know why confession day is held every month but not every week ? because we want that person to think through and understand themselves better. But what did you guys did ? every new topic, confession time.
It will never help.
9:38 AM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
THREE CHEERS FOR FIVE YEARS.
i swear tt you dont have to go baby.
8:58 PM
i swear tt you dont have to go baby.
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Wednesday, June 17, 2009
somehow i love yesterday, 17th.
its something like a continued confession day.
and this time, its just me, farah, sam, faizal and wan.
Amazingly, we confessed alot.
& im glad that farah is the only person who understands what im trying to convey yesterday. it really makes me feel better lah.
& im glad wan is able to feel faizal.
Today we will change.
you will be surprised.
& to faizal, i hope you too, as we believe you can.
my dearest wan , ive updated :)
oh gosh, please let this Saturday happen.
& please gimme back my Surfers.
11:37 AM
its something like a continued confession day.
and this time, its just me, farah, sam, faizal and wan.
Amazingly, we confessed alot.
& im glad that farah is the only person who understands what im trying to convey yesterday. it really makes me feel better lah.
& im glad wan is able to feel faizal.
Today we will change.
you will be surprised.
& to faizal, i hope you too, as we believe you can.
my dearest wan , ive updated :)
oh gosh, please let this Saturday happen.
& please gimme back my Surfers.
11:37 AM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Tell me that you miss me.
Tell me that you miss my kisses.
Tell me that you miss my hugs.
Tell me that you miss my smile.
Tell me that you miss my voice.
Tell me that you miss us.
Tell me lover.
3:58 PM
Tell me that you miss my kisses.
Tell me that you miss my hugs.
Tell me that you miss my smile.
Tell me that you miss my voice.
Tell me that you miss us.
Tell me lover.
3:58 PM
Monday, June 15, 2009
FRIES U LAH
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Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Maybe i should listen to him.
He's the closest to him among all.
He knows him too well.
No point waiting.
Its over; i dunt want to be "shiok sendiri".
But i wonder; am i not pretty enough?
is she much more better than me?
is she?
11:08 AM
He's the closest to him among all.
He knows him too well.
No point waiting.
Its over; i dunt want to be "shiok sendiri".
But i wonder; am i not pretty enough?
is she much more better than me?
is she?
11:08 AM
Monday, June 08, 2009
aku hanya manusia biasa;
3:10 PM
3:10 PM
There's two sides of me .The bad Shikin and the good Nora.
Majority wins.
And you'll get to pick.
The bad Shikin will be a bitch; a slut; .
The good Nora will be a very good one. Trust me; she will be a good one.
So, friends; blogger; pick your choice.
p.s, pick wisely.
1:28 PM
Yesterday was the 7th June .
7th is the day where we official called ourselves as couples.
& we have been looking forward for every date stated 7th.
But yesterday 7th, its only me alone looking upon it.
Alone, hoping for it, hoping for him.
Perhaps i should move on. Perhaps i should try my luck one last time.
who knows ?
Everytime i take a step to move on from it, i failed.
Repeatedly fail.
Even taking out the ring from my finger for just a few minutes;
it makes me feel so insecure.
what else can i do to prove my sincerity in you;
i wouldnt have any doubts to cut myself and show you my heart;
even it means scarificing my life just to prove to you how much i love you.
its too difficult for me to handle this alone.
even i should accept the fact; i mean; nothing is impossible right ?
I hope you watch the video .
10:05 AM
7th is the day where we official called ourselves as couples.
& we have been looking forward for every date stated 7th.
But yesterday 7th, its only me alone looking upon it.
Alone, hoping for it, hoping for him.
Perhaps i should move on. Perhaps i should try my luck one last time.
who knows ?
Everytime i take a step to move on from it, i failed.
Repeatedly fail.
Even taking out the ring from my finger for just a few minutes;
it makes me feel so insecure.
what else can i do to prove my sincerity in you;
i wouldnt have any doubts to cut myself and show you my heart;
even it means scarificing my life just to prove to you how much i love you.
its too difficult for me to handle this alone.
even i should accept the fact; i mean; nothing is impossible right ?
I hope you watch the video .
10:05 AM
Sunday, June 07, 2009
happy supposed to be 8 monthsary.
i miss you alot.
& yes, i still do love you.
To my bestie (Wan) and Hakim, kay indeed, the three of us.
Happy 3 months of friendship :)
3:47 PM
Friday, June 05, 2009
The Big Bold & Beautiful Earthlings
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" To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering, one must not love. But then, one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer; not to love is to suffer; to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy, then, is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be happy, one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness."
Woody Allen
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Woody Allen
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Thursday, June 04, 2009
Firstly, i would like to congratulate, four of my babies,
Wan : You're able to be patient and strong. And you take it as a part of life. Now, you're much more happier being able forget the past. Im proud of your bestboi. Im really proud of you. You deserve better :)
Herda : How happy am i to see you get back with Salleh. Im glad tt you guys are able to talk things out and solve everything. Im pretty sure, you guys have higher hills to climb baby. So herda, you're strong enough. No worries, both of you will do perfectly fine with the help of each other :)
Farah & Sam : I know both of you went through alot of ups and downs together right ? And both of you are able to solve it together. Both of you let out your feelings towards each other, and that makes you guys understand each other more. That's the thing i like in your relationship. Im glad that you guys are okay back. To farah, you're a strong girl, im sure you can handle this right :). And to Sam, imm sooo happy for you , seriously. Your baby still love you, rest assure. May you guys last long :)
Love isnt that easy to handle. Maybe im just jealous, not because im jealous seeing them able to get back together and stuffs. But, me ? Not able to handle love. Not able to talk things out with him. Not able to achieve what my friends had :(
Sometimes i wish im in my friends position :(
But im happy for you all :)
10:03 AM
Wan : You're able to be patient and strong. And you take it as a part of life. Now, you're much more happier being able forget the past. Im proud of your bestboi. Im really proud of you. You deserve better :)
Herda : How happy am i to see you get back with Salleh. Im glad tt you guys are able to talk things out and solve everything. Im pretty sure, you guys have higher hills to climb baby. So herda, you're strong enough. No worries, both of you will do perfectly fine with the help of each other :)
Farah & Sam : I know both of you went through alot of ups and downs together right ? And both of you are able to solve it together. Both of you let out your feelings towards each other, and that makes you guys understand each other more. That's the thing i like in your relationship. Im glad that you guys are okay back. To farah, you're a strong girl, im sure you can handle this right :). And to Sam, imm sooo happy for you , seriously. Your baby still love you, rest assure. May you guys last long :)
Love isnt that easy to handle. Maybe im just jealous, not because im jealous seeing them able to get back together and stuffs. But, me ? Not able to handle love. Not able to talk things out with him. Not able to achieve what my friends had :(
Sometimes i wish im in my friends position :(
But im happy for you all :)
10:03 AM
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
Do not worry bloggers. i wont shout and complain for the time being. maybe because i already had my own time to chill. Amazingly, for 6 days straight, i would be proceeding home straight after work. Not because im tired or anything, i just wanna have my own time with my family at home. And to my dearest herda ! i didnt Paitau okehhh. No worry girl, i did study too for my o levels :) This have been going fine. Not really fine, but okayy lah. Trying to put aside all my problems and at the same time solving it also. Practically, i still havent move on yet. Which im planning not to. But idk myself. kayblahblahblah. update soon.
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