Let's gugugaga.

Monday, May 25, 2009

" It doesnt matter if you try and try and try again, and fail. It does matter if you try and fail, and fail to try again.", quoted Danial Nos.

12:15 PM

what happen to us ?

where's the trust that we've built for 7mths?

dear god, please make things better. please.

9:26 AM

Friday, May 22, 2009

GO AHEAD. HATE ME ALL YOU WANT.
COS THATS WHAT I WANT YOU TO DO.
TO HATE ME DEN YOU LOVE ME.
LOVE DOES NOT EXIST IN MY DICTIONARY.
SO, HATE ME ALL YOU WANT .
I DONT WANT AND I DONT NEED LOVE. PERIOD.

5:06 PM

IM SORRY COS I CANT STOP NAGGING ABOUT IT.
I JUST WANNA CLEAR MY MIND OF.
IT HELPS ALOT.
NO ONE WOULD EVER WANT TO LISTEN TO MY NAGS.
SO JUST BEAR WITH ME. AND I DONT WANAA HEAR ANY COMMENTS.
I JUST FEEL LIKE GOING OVERSEAS WHERE NO ONE CAN FIND ME AND I SCREAM OUT LOUD AND ENJOY THERE!
YES, WHEN I GET MY BURSARY MONEY I SHALL GO !
PERHAPS, BALI ? WOOOHHH. I'VE BEEN WANTING TO GO THERE.
ITS A VERY COOLL ISLAND.
OH MUMMY PLEASE LET ME GO THERE!

12:31 PM

GRRRRRR!
GO AWAY FROM ME. FAR FAR AWAY.
IM TELLING THIS TO EVERYONEEE!
GGOO FAR FAR AWAY SO THAT I WONT SEE YOUR FACES.
IM WARNING YOU, DONT YOU ALL EVER HURT ME AGAIN COS I HAD ENOUGH.
DONT EVER TAKE MY CHALLENGES COS I SWEAR YOU WILL REGRET!
I WOULD HAUNT YOU TILL IM SATISFIED WITH IT !
TALK BEHIND MY BACK, COS I DONT GIVE A FCUKING HECK ABOUT IT.
SAY THAT IM A BITCH , AND I WILL PUNCH YOU.
COS IM NOT ONE .
WHY CANT YOU ALL ACCEPT ME FOR I AM AND RESPECT ME TOO?!
DO I LOOK LIKE AN ALIEN OR ANIMAL TILL YOU ALL HAVE TO MISTREAT ME.
DONT ASK ME WHY IM LIKE THIS.
ITS ALL ANSWERED IN MY BLOG.
I REPEAT! DONT ASK ME WHETHER IM OK OR WHAT OR ALL THE BULLSHIT STUFFS.
COS I WILL IGNORE YOU.
JUST MAKE ME HAPPY FOR ONCE!

11:42 AM

how pathetic my life would get.
how suck my life would be.
when will everything end.
when will i be happy.
WHEN ?!
WHY THERE'S LOVE IN THIS WORLD!
I HATE LOVE.
PEOPLE SAYS LOVE WILL MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE IN THE SKY.
BUT NOO. YOU GUYS ARE WRONG!
LOVE MAKES YOU MORE SHITTY !
YES, I HATE LOVE NOW.
AND YES I DONT WANT TO KNOW LOVE AGAIN.
WHY MUST YOU NEED LOVE?
OH WELL YOU CAN SURVIVE WITHOUT ANY LOVE.
YOU WILL BE MORE HAPPIER.
LOVERS ARE FOR LOSERS.
I DONT NEED LOVE .
ENOUGH OF EVERYTHING.
ENOUGH OF DATING.
ENOUGH OF FLIRTING.
ENOUGH OF LOVING.
ENOUGH OF KNOWING GUYS.
ENOUGH OF GETTING HURT.
ENOUGH OF GETTING BLAMED.
ENOUGH OF HEARTBROKEN.
ENOUGH OF CRYING.
ENOUGH!
I'VE MADE MYSELF CLEAR GUYS, DONT YOU EVER WANT TO KNOW ME.
DONT YOU EVER WANT TO BE WITH ME.
COS I WONT BE WITH YOU.
ITS OVER FOR LOVE.

11:11 AM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Ive been thinking about my future lately. and ive made a deal to myself. That somehow i dunt want to have this kinda life. I wanna change myself. And thats when commitment play the role.
I will stop :

- Drinking alcohol, clubbing (only special occasions)
- Hanging out but doing nothing ( like playing cards, talk crap).
- Sleeping late ( unless im studying )
- Cutting down on my eating

3:19 PM

Monday, May 18, 2009

On your Mark, Get set and GO !

11:32 AM

Friday, May 15, 2009

Featuring my 3 besties cousins :)

i love afad and kenett <3

4:31 PM

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

What happen?

-i lost someone i treasure alot.
-Mummy's favourite toy is back.
-my attitude change.
-my eating appetite gain and loss. it can change anytime.
-work environment sucks alot and caused alot of problems.
-unknown stupid numbers msging me, Pleasee, i dont want to know you.
-i tend to sleep late (movie marathon).

guys, this is not me.

9:50 AM

Friday, May 08, 2009

I thought things would get better after the time off.
I thought you could feel much better after having all the space you want.
I've set high hopes in you.
But you throughly let me down.
I shouldnt blame everything on you.
Cos i know my mistakes too.
Im in a confused state now.
But i know i let you down.
All the chances you have given me.
I dont even carre.
But now somehow i wish i could turn things back.
Goodbye lover, and hello back friend.

Labels: Broken hearted girl

1:42 PM