Thursday, August 14, 2008
12 . 08 . 08
speechless. total speechless.
12:37 AM
speechless. total speechless.
12:37 AM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
NATIONAL DAY
okay. here i go again with the surfers. Meet 5pm at mac. but yeah as usual. No one was there. Everyone decided to meet there as all got different plans. So, me, ira and herda go together. we went to roof top just to watch the fireworks. Its fcuking fcuking pack pack at esplanade. So, all we got to do is push and push people. Fuck care lah sia. hahaha. while eating at roof top marina, suddenly got fireworks. Me and ira rush to the crowd to see the fireworks. Beautiful!! Later, went up to meet bobo and his friends, farah and mates, ikek , wan and eeka. Later, kiki came along but went off like dat. Dont know lah. lalalalala, we proceed back to pasir ris. And, bought some foods and DURIANS! HAHAHA. Ate at seashell park. Later on we decided to play all kind of stupid games, such as chop chilli chop thingy and the mac thingy lahh. So FUN! L.E joined us at seashell park also. Went home like ard 5 liddat. So yahh, lazy to tell you guys, so here's the pictures.
9:38 PM
okay. here i go again with the surfers. Meet 5pm at mac. but yeah as usual. No one was there. Everyone decided to meet there as all got different plans. So, me, ira and herda go together. we went to roof top just to watch the fireworks. Its fcuking fcuking pack pack at esplanade. So, all we got to do is push and push people. Fuck care lah sia. hahaha. while eating at roof top marina, suddenly got fireworks. Me and ira rush to the crowd to see the fireworks. Beautiful!! Later, went up to meet bobo and his friends, farah and mates, ikek , wan and eeka. Later, kiki came along but went off like dat. Dont know lah. lalalalala, we proceed back to pasir ris. And, bought some foods and DURIANS! HAHAHA. Ate at seashell park. Later on we decided to play all kind of stupid games, such as chop chilli chop thingy and the mac thingy lahh. So FUN! L.E joined us at seashell park also. Went home like ard 5 liddat. So yahh, lazy to tell you guys, so here's the pictures.
9:38 PM
hey !! the two days had been great for me. Its been like ages since i saw the surfeerrs. And yeah, its like a miracle reunion ! (: We first celebrated ikek ikek birthday at beach road at 12am. wth. there's like 24 ppl altogether. Alot alot of bashing for her. Eggs, flour, cake, sup tulang. ikek den wanted to take revenge on me for throwing the flour that day, so we all ran like hell. make alot alot nuisance. wtf. hahaha. so, for further information, do look at the pictures okehh..
Den later, we proceed to shishaing at arab street. Most of us were underage. hahaa, but we all like step mane pe besar. hahaha. we played true or dare. HHAHHA. We are seriously a seeker attention at the time. Which is like ard 2 am? hahaa
and this is the part that i kene dare. wth. busted sia they all.
8:18 PM
Den later, we proceed to shishaing at arab street. Most of us were underage. hahaa, but we all like step mane pe besar. hahaha. we played true or dare. HHAHHA. We are seriously a seeker attention at the time. Which is like ard 2 am? hahaa
and this is the part that i kene dare. wth. busted sia they all.
8:18 PM
Friday, August 08, 2008
SAY GOODBYE; CHRIS BROWN
Look we gotta talk
Dang I know
I know it's just
It's just...
Some things I gotta get of my chest alright....
Yeahhhh...
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa...
Listen..
Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so
[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand
'cause I know
[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know
[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?
[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh [4x]
Do you hear me crying?
Oh, oh, oh [4x]
[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
Dang I know
I know it's just
It's just...
Some things I gotta get of my chest alright....
Yeahhhh...
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa...
Listen..
Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so
[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand
'cause I know
[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know
[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?
[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh [4x]
Do you hear me crying?
Oh, oh, oh [4x]
[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
This song is dedicated from him to me. I know i wont stand a chance. But this songs, realises me how badly he wants us to be just friends.
5:32 PM
Today is the national day celebration for all schools in Singapore. So, college east celebrate for only like 1hr plus? So, i didnt turn up for school even though attendance is compulsory. wth. hahaha. you cant force us to be commited in this kinda of event. i just woke up , havent bath yet. lazy ah. Alottallot of plans going on today.11pm, meeting herda, wan, eeka, kiki, ira, iqah mok, syaf, and sakura mates at downtown east. Den quickly proceed to MRT station at pasir ris to catch the last train which is at 11.45. Then, stop at Dhoby Ghaut, go beach road and eat SOUP TULANG. iqah mok blanje (: Gonna bring extra clothes just in case iqah want to take revenge of me by saboing with the soup. Busted sia iqaaah. kk, after that, we going shisaing at Jalan Sultan. But, i dun loiiikkkke SHISHA. it taste very sucky. i wont be shy to light my Malboro Mentol Ciggarattes even though the shisha is just right in front of me. YUCKSYUCKS. hahha. i guess we are ton-ing but den like .. see how lahh.
OKAY, about yesterday. Our performance was quite okay. quite lahhh. the crowd was like so the alot alot. I almost faint sia, i swear. Stage fright ! Business won overall! YEAH YEAH !
THE-EXO
4:18 PM
OKAY, about yesterday. Our performance was quite okay. quite lahhh. the crowd was like so the alot alot. I almost faint sia, i swear. Stage fright ! Business won overall! YEAH YEAH !
THE-EXO
4:18 PM
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
hello people. im like having my OFA class now. this MR.AHMADI is like fucking teaching new things , "this acess tthingy". AND im very very dissapointed with my my barney. Cos just now he said " SHIKIN, come lets go to CAFE 3, im hungry lah ". So, i replied " okeeh okehh sure ".
But then, very disspointing he went off with the other mates to cafe 1 and leaving the 3 of us alone. SOBSOB. lalalala. hes beside me now, lying that he went to smoke. lalalalalalalala, to barney. yesterday i went to meet Mr.Him, at around 11.38pm until 1.30am. it was around my area there and the place was quiet and very the peace. It was sudden when my place there turn blackout. hahhaha. He kissed me. I feel like hugging him more. But then i realised im going to love him more. I just dont want to cry again.Well, im having spot check on attire now. Fuck care okehh shikin. hahaha. AND PEOPLE, IM HAVING DANCE PERFORMANCE TOMORROW AT FORUM FROM 11.30 TILL 1.30. so yeahh. hahaha. wearing black basketball shorts, yellow soccer socks and a white top. hhaha. so american-ish. hahaa, anyway, HAAPY BIRTHDAY TO MY IKEK IKEK! I LOVE YOU !
3:14 PM
But then, very disspointing he went off with the other mates to cafe 1 and leaving the 3 of us alone. SOBSOB. lalalala. hes beside me now, lying that he went to smoke. lalalalalalalala, to barney. yesterday i went to meet Mr.Him, at around 11.38pm until 1.30am. it was around my area there and the place was quiet and very the peace. It was sudden when my place there turn blackout. hahhaha. He kissed me. I feel like hugging him more. But then i realised im going to love him more. I just dont want to cry again.Well, im having spot check on attire now. Fuck care okehh shikin. hahaha. AND PEOPLE, IM HAVING DANCE PERFORMANCE TOMORROW AT FORUM FROM 11.30 TILL 1.30. so yeahh. hahaha. wearing black basketball shorts, yellow soccer socks and a white top. hhaha. so american-ish. hahaa, anyway, HAAPY BIRTHDAY TO MY IKEK IKEK! I LOVE YOU !
3:14 PM
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
okehh. its like very fast that we are now not in good term. i think we'll never be okehh back. okkeh ppl this is true. It hurts me too much now. Words cant describe. Deleted sad and emo-shit songs from my playlist so i wont cry again. Thats how much it hurts. Helping myself to be strong . Its really dissapointing to hear that from him. Maybe this is what i deserved afterall. and it trully succks. He called me yesterday, feels so dunno wat to talk. feel very the akward. hahahah. goonna stop cying girl.
2:43 PM
2:43 PM
Friday, August 01, 2008
ok peeps. lost my password. very the irritating to reset back and everything. So yeah. allot alot of things are happening. GREATLY, ive passed 2 subjects for my o'level. WOW! what the hell. pursuing my studies in ITE COLLEGE EAST, integrated logistics management (: i really thot its going to be the end when i joined ite. but oh well, things are great, seriously. NEVER UNDER-ESTIMATE THE POWER OF ITE (: also, its very very very the easy to get CONTRABANDS ciggarattes. hahahaha, RANDOM. So, i took Bridge Leader and Dance for my CCA. Had my BL camp few weeks back at Labrador . IT was the best camp ever dude. Smoking spot behind the "hostel", ordered Mac at midnight, sneaking into people's room, and this part i should bold it, CLUBBING. hahaa.
Socially, i ve meet alot alot of nice friends in ite. And part time as a dancer in Limited Edition. Greatly, thanks to wan, zyk, faizal and of course, andreas. first performance was held at Woodlands CC on the 26th July. Dressed like americans, with striking red soccer socks, and basketball shorts. hahahaha. cool right.
Socially, i ve meet alot alot of nice friends in ite. And part time as a dancer in Limited Edition. Greatly, thanks to wan, zyk, faizal and of course, andreas. first performance was held at Woodlands CC on the 26th July. Dressed like americans, with striking red soccer socks, and basketball shorts. hahahaha. cool right.
As, for the Mr.him. We are still friends until now. Going out like normal, hanging , watching movies and all. (: Im glad that we are still able to contact each other after the break up.
Not much crying for me anymore.
UNTIL, this BIG BITCH came. she's serious like a bee who likes to stink stink. OMG girl, get a life! A liar will always be liar .
and i hate it if "you" still believe in her fucking sweet talk and blame me for accusing her.
and to her, PLEASE LOOK AT THE MIRROR. With the attitude that you have, you'll never be pretty.
p.s FUCK OFF, THANK YOU (:
2:14 AM