things has been hard for me this days. living without him is jus impossible to me. its really hard for me to accept the real fact. im just so dissapointed. every place that i went, i will remember him. those times , were just so sweet. im abit happy today cos terserempak dier . even thou its just few secs. im really happy. i havent get to mit and tok to him lately. the more i think bout him, the more ill miss him. but i have to move on. it do takes time. and it do takes alot of patience. i must control my feelings. i wont let myself cry all day. its just so hurting.. ive decided to spend more time with my friends. it does help abit. they cheer me up alot. thanks ras and sab. you guys are my best friends. soon, im going to work at mac terminal 3. then, i wont think abt it often. i hope it would work. i have to move on. and i will. but im just hoping one thing.. just for khai to take back his words. thats all..
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