Saturday, November 24, 2007
heys. sat go theme park. going training on sunday. den mon. den tues go gym. den wed got abys outing. den thurs out with ras and sab and zul. den fri dunno and the rest dunno. all set. friends means alot to me. they are always there to listen to my problems, they would always try to cheer me up with funny jokes. and going shopping all that stuffs. ive realise the importance of friendship. byebye.
3:01 AM
3:01 AM
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
things has been hard for me this days. living without him is jus impossible to me. its really hard for me to accept the real fact. im just so dissapointed. every place that i went, i will remember him. those times , were just so sweet. im abit happy today cos terserempak dier . even thou its just few secs. im really happy. i havent get to mit and tok to him lately. the more i think bout him, the more ill miss him. but i have to move on. it do takes time. and it do takes alot of patience. i must control my feelings. i wont let myself cry all day. its just so hurting.. ive decided to spend more time with my friends. it does help abit. they cheer me up alot. thanks ras and sab. you guys are my best friends. soon, im going to work at mac terminal 3. then, i wont think abt it often. i hope it would work. i have to move on. and i will. but im just hoping one thing.. just for khai to take back his words. thats all..
11:51 PM
11:51 PM
Monday, November 19, 2007
ive been crying alot these days, even hurting myself..breaking up isnt such a small matter..i love him. i thot i found mr him. but, this is not happening.. oh god, pls make things better for us.
5:56 PM
5:56 PM
i hate my attitude. because of it, i lost someone.someone who i really love, i treasure alot.
im feeling so useless without him. hais. 18th mths, all those times, special moments. everything. gone. i dunt know wat else to do. im just so used to him. damn this cant be happening. no.wat are promises for boy? dont break the promise. lifetime boyfriend. i love you alot. pls give me a second chance. ill fix things back. i promise dear. i kept thinking bout this. it really truly hurts alot.hais.
ily khai.
5:45 PM